[ But did he ever? Amon isn't sure. He feels a similar conflict, as though he should finally cave to the pressure to despise Lily as a mad beast, the same as the rest. Uta gone, 0koto gone, Kara, Hien...
Deaths that should have been avoided. How he had mocked them when Uta passed, how he had tormented Leviathan over Kara, it feels wretched. Had that all been Fidchell or had that been some part of himself, from which Fidchell had been spawned? It was not as though he did not have the desire to hurt people in himself, too. ]
So. Here we both are, uncertain of what to say next. [ His gaze finishes wandering the remains of the area, settling on Lily once more. ] Did you get the data that you desired in the end?
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[ But did he ever? Amon isn't sure. He feels a similar conflict, as though he should finally cave to the pressure to despise Lily as a mad beast, the same as the rest. Uta gone, 0koto gone, Kara, Hien...
Deaths that should have been avoided. How he had mocked them when Uta passed, how he had tormented Leviathan over Kara, it feels wretched. Had that all been Fidchell or had that been some part of himself, from which Fidchell had been spawned? It was not as though he did not have the desire to hurt people in himself, too. ]
So. Here we both are, uncertain of what to say next. [ His gaze finishes wandering the remains of the area, settling on Lily once more. ] Did you get the data that you desired in the end?